A Shivering Night~

Wow, It's cold here in the computer room, the room that used to be my bedroom before my bed was banished to my storage room. I have a heavy lot of decisions to make. With out going into detail, they have to to do with living here or....... I don't know what. I know, it doesn't make sense to anyone reading this, and you know what, it hasn't made sense to me for a long time either.
So, I am back here writing and reading with an old plug in metal heater that barely warms three feet out from it's source, wearing a green thermal top and sweat pants and a soft thick neck scarf I crocheted for myself as a present to myself for Christmas~ Ha! This is the "dog room" as well and they are comfortable because their beds are right in front of the heater and their beds are made of flannel and they have big thick blankets as well! Ha Ha~
I have so much to do to get things moving. Then, I regularly have dreams at night that give me fantastic ideas for my business. Isn't that great? It's pretty amazing. I wake up and I think, `wow that's a good one'. Of course that means implementing even more ideas and tasks into the mix and dealing with more of the overwhelm that has been frequently immobilizing me already!
OK, so whatever will be, will be~
Oh and also, my sister's father is dying. This is very sad. I am sad for Frank, their dad, and I am sad for my sister's and that we are estranged at this time. My father is dead. I know the pain and struggle of this journey and there is little can do. I do send Reiki. That I can do~
So, now I am going to go make my pull out couch bed and warm up my back and my feet, burrr......
Night~